A happy new year. Let's get back on track, and here comes anything but serious talk. "Not solid." This is a miscellaneous note. Facts are below. ...I was in the hospital. Then, the cute and sisterly nurses, apparently around twenty years old, had said, "Hi, the politeness with vagina." Two times by one person and the other. One girl was speaking the line, all pumped up. She had been angry, "Well, you have to come here, and I'll give you caregiving!" later. Telling a lie? Or just a joke? However, I was blithe and guessed, "Ha, ha, ha...A sexy girl at a suitable age, like my daughter, said so. I am the one to be truly fortunate." To be honest and unfortunate, my penis is so small like that of Michelangelo's David and does not work, as dysfunctional. So, there was a frightening and big-sister-like nurse, who fascinated me with bold eyeshadow as though saying, "Hey, old Cherry, may I land a kick hard?" by throwing a medical thermometer away at me. There was a pretty nurse who splashed normal saline into my face with a syringe during a Ⅳ infusion at midnight. I said, "What a something that!" They also said trash-mouthing, "Silly, he is insane.", or "Oh, God, it's gross." They should really make sense and apprehend me. Either way, "You, nurses, might be tired of working a fifteen or sixteen-hour night shift, by the way." to gross over, I regret. I had written down handwritten essays with serious substance on report pads, and the finished job was a pose, too. Thanks to male nurses for their efforts. This is accountable for nursing treatment in a hospital ward. This may sound inappropriate, and insensitive adequation must be recognized, "The individuals who take socialism for granted bake sweets, which taste good, as too much better."
It is not recommended to understand a person only by physical appearance. From this perspective, it must not be inevitable for a human male to identify a human female as herself, if possible. The opposite is also true, but it may be difficult for a human female not to commit it by the traits of an organism or the structure of her body. ...It is impossible for me to be in a relationship with a woman individually. However, I dare say, for men, please recognize the sexuality of human females. I write down this again, "You reap what you sow." could be explained by "the difficulty with trying to have someone marionette" this way.
They are straightforward. However, they are wise. Women are protecting themselves, as living things. "Women are dealing with it whichever way it goes." The more she is not going to be a woman, the more foolish she is, and "Hey, how are you?" people say. This way, the total collapse as the embodiment of crime and punishment of historicity has been responsibly dependent on the United States, at present, or as a representative.
(新春一発目からおカタい話もどうかと思いますので、閑話休題という事で、たまには雑記でも。入院中。カワイイ二十歳くらいのお姉ちゃん看護師が、「ちつれいします」と言ってきた。それが二人居たが、一人はノリノリでしゃべっていた。彼女には、「もう、こっち出て来てくんないと、介護しようがないんですー」と後で怒られた。彼女らなりのギャグだったのだろうが、能天気な私は「ハッハッ、自分の娘くらいの年頃のセクシーギャルにこんなこと言われりゃ、俺も果報者だね。」と思った。ところで残念、私のペニスはミケランジェロのダビデ像のそれの様に小さい。おまけに機能しない。あとは、「おい童貞のおっさん、蹴り入れたろか」と言わんばかりに体温計を放り投げてきたアイシャドウの効いたコワさげなお姉さん看護師も居た。深夜の点滴の交換の時、生理食塩水の入った注射器でそれを私の顔面にぶっかけてくるお姉さん看護師も居た(私は「うお、なんかとんだ」と言った)。それで、遠くの方で「ヤダ、だってアタマイカれてるー」とか「もうホントキモーい」とか俺の悪口言ってんの。だって、こっちの方面に聞かせつけてるでしょ?普通にそれくらい分かるから。いずれにしろ、「いやでも、看護師さん達深夜の勤務15時間?16時間?大変ですよねー」とかお茶を濁しておいた。レポートパッドにはシリアスな内容の手書きの論考を載せておいたが、それもポーズの側面が無いではない。男性看護師さん達もありがとう。病棟での看護治療における話。不謹慎な言い方だが、社会主義を旨とする人々の作ったお菓子は度を越して美味い。
人を肉体の見た目で判断するのはあまり芳しくない。その意味では、ヒトのオスがヒトのメスを視認して「女だ」と認知する事も、出来れば、避けられるべきかもしれない。逆も然り。只、生物としての特性もしくは身体の構造上、女性にとってはそれは難儀な事の様である。…私は個人的に女性とは交際不可能だが、女の性も分かってやれとは思う。以前も書いたが、「他者を思い通りにしようとする事の苦労」は自業自得である。
その点、彼女らは、愚直だが賢い。彼女らは、そうやって、「どちらに転ぶにしろ」、身を守りながら生きている。女であるまいとする女に際して、「御前(ら)はこうだ」と云う場合、歴史概略的な罪と罰の具象化物としての破滅を一手に具体的に請け負っているのは(現在の)アメリカである。)
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